Am I The only one who sees just how Terrible she is to me?
While we trying to fix things for her,
she was wronging out to nothing.
But I was the one
treated like a criminal for days,
unaccountable words and feelings.
Left alone while the world
said I could make her feel better.
So today I must say,
a part of me honestly hates you.
But still all I want is you,
and your love.
So come on and give it,
we both just forget it.
But when I look in your eyes,
I bet I see you feeling better.
True , He hates me — no , he hates the other side of me . he hates whenever I yell, scream, say something hurtful at him .
he the only one for me , he knew me , he knows me, he trusts me . I couldn’t betray him and his love . I couldn’t betray our love eventho it is hangin by a thread. any moment, any second, anytime we will fall apart and I , as always, do what I best, screaming yelling crying . but when I think why and how can we be like this at the first place, I lost my reason, I can’t see my reason, I don’t know the reason.
and right now, I am lost in what im goin to say . what i really want to say. ugh, i feel like an idiot somehow . LOL
